Jason

2008-02-01T22:11:00.000-08:00

ARGH! hellish month to 2008. let me post some funny/interesting/lame quotes.

Seen on a tombstone: I entered this world without my consent, and i left in the same manner.

Evil!: I refused to attend the funeral, but i wrote a very nice letter explaining how i approved of it.

FUNNY! Told by an american.
We americans should cut down on the french fries. One day on a tour, my tour bus went past a stadium in china. I asked,"what's the seating capacity?"

"80000 chinese," he replied while looking around the bus. "but only 40000 americans"

Justin's! "You don't care about support i don't open the door for you!" (when yi'an had no key)

Song lyrics! Bits and pieces of songs.

I act like shit don't faze me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

Everything falls apart even the people who never frown, eventually break down

Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me now, just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

End. Bye!

2008-01-20T16:20:00.000-08:00

A1 'The Things We Never Did'
You and me
We sit and talk of friendship then I ask
If you can see
If we could be together, forever

I see the light die in your eyes
Cuz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try

Chorus
We'll take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'll never
Regret
The things we never did

You turn to me
I see your eyes
Andsomehow,they cease to shine
You smile at me yet I can see
You don't think we can make it

You see the light die in my eyes,
Cuz I'm scared to lose you
I wish you would try

(Chorus)

I see the light die in your eyes
Cuz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try

(chorus)

Then you'll never regret the things we never did

The things we never did

2008-01-06T18:40:00.000-08:00

one and a half month absence! i'm back -.-

damn. orientation prep. turning into another justin? totally lost it yesterday.

Was busy waterproofing stuff while people were halfway through their journey home. Somehow they think groundsheets won't fly. zzz. Was telling justin how somebody has just got to do the shit stuff, and that was us! (plus ck too)

Pity Justin. i swear to help support as best as i can. Justin, you have my word. xD

SJ stuff push aside. xD i just found a hidden cache of old songs in my windows media player! oldest song there is 1970plus. I'm starting to love old songs. haha. songs before we even came to this world!

ah. sch's gonna get serious soon. shall turn into a freak of studying. xD comp train! gonna start footdrill soon. I shall busy myself this year. haha.

short post. haha. bye!

man. i want to go bowling. anyone?

2007-11-21T21:28:00.000-08:00

zzz life is boring! basically i'm just lazy to do anything! xD can a person be too lazy to sleep.

HA! AA comp train was damn fun fun fun! Had mini competitions, did funny cases. Was doing BC on chest when ck said sir tien leng was a female casualty! To which i shouted 'i molested someone?' and everyone was shocked but we carried on with case. Then the 2nd case was even more stupid! We obviously saw sir TL acting out seizure, rush in, forgot about seizure, nobody diagnosed seizure, summary no seizure! can go jump into the river! Then had FD on the 1st step of grandstand before that forgot-about-seizure case! Purposely hormat away from the teams and xh! well done team!

TOC plus PT. Started to haolian abit lah, claiming to be men from AA team ar! Ha, my bro say before. want haolian? can! got substance lor. guess we cant! xD

deep down you know it's best for yourself but you, hate the thought of her being with someone new

nth else to say. bye!

2007-11-11T22:43:00.000-08:00

In Pieces by Linkin Park

telling me to go
but hands beg me to stay
your lips say that you love
your eyes say that you hate

there's truth in your lies
doubt in your faith
what you build you lay to waste
there's truth in your lies
doubt in your faith
all i've got's what you didn't take

so i / i wont be the one
be the one to leave this in pieces
and you / you will be alone
alone with all your secrets
and regrets don't lie

you promise me the sky
then toss me like a stone
you wrap me in your arms
and chill me to the bone

there's truth in your lies
doubt in your faith
all i've got's what you didn't take

so i / i wont be the one
be the one to leave this in pieces
and you / you will be alone
alone with all your secrets
and regrets don't lie

so i / i wont be the one
be the one to leave this in pieces
and you / you will be alone
alone with all your secrets
and regrets don't lie

2007-11-10T23:07:00.000-08:00

Haha today's pd was quite fun. Watched some quality soccer from the disabled people. Mdm grace tan called it one of the most happening pds she ever had. Lolz.

Haha actually had to collect house tee shirts with /th and hosimin. Then the night before Mdm Grace Foo couldnt make it at 11. So /th had to go alone at 2 in the afternoon cos me and simin had pd. SORRY! Simin didnt noe how to go, so we met up and took bus 72 there. Talk talk talk all the way to Hougang Sports Hall. Turns out i underestimated the time, had a full half hour to waste. So we just walked one round in the sports hall, didnt noe what to do. Went back to bus stop and sat and rotted and talked even more until victoria called. Met mdm grace tan and changed out and prepared for pd blah.

Quite alot of injuries. Some small abrasions here and there and one big guy who got his nose whacked by a ball and one boy who got kicked in the erm groin. Was shuffling around taking care of the big guy and asking about the boy. No ice could be found. Crap. Made do with cold water with the big guy's nose. When he felt better, the boy was also recovering. Sucks to be the only guy there. Nobody wanted to go up to the big guy and it's kinda hard for the girls to ask about the boy's injury... But a FAider's gotta show care right? So i just stayed with the casualties until they felt better. And turns out mdm grace supports Arsenal!!! GRRRR! LIVERPOOL ROCKS! Got in some tiff about man utd and lpool with dawn. crap. hate arsenal for being unbeaten! Haha xh and victoria were reading, eve started to watch soccer, simin was either watching us argue about the lpool-man utd-arsenal stuff or laughing at the soccer players. Felt not bad after pd cos i really helped and didnt waste my time slacking around.

Going home. Only me and simin were going AOP? Dno but both of us took the FA kits home. Damn. I got the white one that could open anytime and everything would just drop out. Thought that i would rather look gay than to have a broken kit. Ended up hugging the FA kit and rode back home on my bike with it still under my hand. Had a few close calls, but never fell down while riding. HAHA!

Oh and dawn made a mistake in her pd report and i became a nursing. >.<

Shit. Gotta do my OS liao. Bye!

2007-11-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

Songs!

From The Inside by Linkin Park

I don't know who to trust, no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back upon my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
You, you

Waste myself on you
You, you

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
You, you

Given Up LP again....

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like i'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of living
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

I don't know what to take
Thought i was focused but i'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of living
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my, put me out of my fucking misery

I've given up
I'm sick of living
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Take Me To Your Heart by Michael Learns To Rock

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go,
Looking at a crowded street,
Listening to my own heartbeat...

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl...

Take me to your heart, take me to your soul,
Give me your hand before I'm old,
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue,
Show me that wonders can be true,
They say nothing last forever,
We're only here today,
Love is now or never,
Bring me far away...

Take me to your heart, take me to your soul,
Give me your hand and hold me,
Show me what love is - be my guiding star,
It's easy - take me to your heart...

Standing on a mountain high,
Looking at the moon through a clear bluesky,
I should go and see some friends,
But they don't really comprehend...

Don't need too much talking without saying anything.
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing...

Take me to your heart, take me to your soul,
Give me your hand before I'm old,
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue,
Show me that wonders can be true,
They say nothing last forever,
We're only here today,
Love is now or never,
Bring me far away...

Take me to your heart, take me to your soul,
Give me your hand and hold me,
Show me what love is - be my guiding star,
It's easy - take me to your heart...

HAHA! I can't even sing the lyrics to myself. Keep coughing when i try. Can only mouth the lyrics to myself... Wishing myself to get well soon. Desperate lah. xD

2007-10-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

crushing... i swear i saw it coming, but whatever i could do would end up badly. crap. didnt choose the lesser of both evils. Now everything is going haywire.

since this shit has happened, then no choice lor. it could have been between a few people but some of you just cant keep your mouth shut at the right times. Spreads like wildfire eh? Haha now the whole world knows. crap. then next time we don't tell you guys then you all would blame us for hiding things from you. what you want me to do? say or dun say also wrong.

Damn. Fixing everything back. Now where do I start?

2007-10-13T22:23:00.000-07:00

sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like i owe you this

can we press stop? can we rewind it all? can we disarm ourselves and stop this fighting?

i always thought we were over it. forgiven whoever has done wrong. removed all feelings of hurt and hatred. hah. guess i was wrong. doesn't it always come out this way? guess we just can't forget the grudges we bear. i try to tolerate. i try to ignore. but f**k it i can't. what the hell do you pple want? mobilise everybody into war? ge us to pick sides where we most certainly have no choice to? ironic isn't it? we want to stand on the 'correct' side, but can't betray the friends in the 'incorrect' side. push me to a corner. so i just withdraw. withdraw to this damn shell that i find hard to break. we should have never started it all. i can't believe my foolishness. what devil made me do it? give me the f**king freedom i deserve! i dun care what you guys think of me. i can lead my life how i want it. i can choose my own friends. all i want is for this to stop. even if i hurt anyone in anyway with whatever i'm doing or not doing i won't care to apologise. i will carry on living my life like it is now.

wow. whole paragraph of hatred. haha. i'm just afraid i will give in to myself and care about what the f**k is going on. hah. still, enjoy the silence.

2007-10-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

woop! exams finally over. haha. enjoying life to the fullest before everything starts crashing down upon us. xD guess thats life after exams. enjoy, then work some more.

hmm maybe when one studies more, then one would worry more. never felt so tense during exam period before. now that it's over, ahah! less worries.

ahhh feeling kinda weird these days. not that im sad or emo or sian. none of that crap. i find that im loving every single minute of silence i have... right now... only the tapping of the keyboard fills my ears.

hey how can i ever forget my own blog? i've been waiting to post since dunno when. haha turning into a freak! i actually care about my hair! and suddenly i want so many things that i already have. this list, ranked according to how improbable, with 1 being most improbable and so on...

1. New phone!
2. New earpiece! Quite possible...
3. New shoes! addidas F30+! Most probable.

guess thats all im posting. hoping, praying for good results. meanwhile, enjoy the silence...

2007-09-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo im back after a three week absence! xD i shall not delete this blog! haha. will post after exams! xD now i'm filing tons of worksheets and mugging! xD i'm not dead yet...

2007-08-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody. Been quite long since i posted...

training was quite fun yesterday! great to see the std 2s enjoying the game during pt. missed their footdrill for the house captain talk. doing cip! hahas. TOC was not bad too. had some fun teaching them new stuff.

maintenance next. had it's funny moments. haha. but things on the grandstand were quite mixed up. haiz. i didnt really have a clear idea of what to do. in the end we only cleaned camp equipment, groundsheets and stretchers. and that was completed an hour plus late. so sorry to the support people!

so i had a cramp. >.< happened like this...

running up stairs*
candice: "Oi! why you kick me?"
jason: "OH! OUCH! ARGHH!"
candice: "why you kick me then like that liao?"
jason: "NO! i leg cramp!!!"
All: O.O

maintenance ended quite badly. damnit. went home to dinner, slacked the night away, slept at 10 plus. really early.

To all who are sick, GET WELL SOON! xD

it's simple to be wise. just think of something stupid then don't say it.

2007-08-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

haiz... everybody's getting so disappointed and tired of their test results. haha. i am no exception... heheh. cheer up everybody! maybe we should seriously implement the sj study grp that sir huawei mentioned. but it may turn ugly if i get irritated by someone who keeps showing off his brilliant test results when we are all failing.

haha. some people should just shut the hell up and get out of my life. maybe just migrate to another country if they're singaporean or return to their home country if they are PR.

feel angry. get pissed off easily. cant control myself. maybe someday you will see me shouting my head off. but i wish that would never happen. somehow it seems i am a dynamite and you're the match. blow me up, and you're dead. it's that simple.

A judge felt there was enough evidence to hold a defendant over for trial. He set the bail at $10000. The defendant announced that he could pay in a disrespectful tone. While being escorted out, he shouted, "See you later, alligator!"
The judge, without missing a beat, replied, "At trial, crocodile."

wahaha. signing off. goodbye! xD

2007-08-03T22:03:00.000-07:00

wowowo posting again...

Routine training today was quite okay... Had national day flagbearer rehearsal, went back to take the squad immediately after. Saw 5-10 minutes of thier drill. PT after that. Did not do warm up well, ended up having cramps on both calves during the running. Elaine was there to help, haha. Thanks! (: Spent the rest of PT taking care of the injured. Never really got to drink water throughout, so i deduced i was suffering a very minor heat exhaustion.

Opened the box, justin took a black pouch, i had to settle for blue. xD

Temper is something short that i lose grip of easily.

You know when to be there for me when i need it...

2007-07-30T20:30:00.000-07:00

I can stay awake, just to hear you breathing...
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming...

haha it's been quite long since i posted... POP was quite a success. Seniors were complaining about social night, the hosting, the cambodia presentaton being too light hearted and the technical cock up.

pretty much backstage fun. SOMEONE got a cramp in her leg and was rejecting my help. haha.

Overdo it? Tone down lor. Just one word that starts with 'o' could crush me so hard that my high burned out. I started becoming a boring emcee, afraid to inject any fun to the hosting as i may overdo it. So sorry, became really emo and coonfused. couldnt even do the performance well. Thanks to that someone who was there for me and wanting to pull of my jacket if i didnt pull myself together. (:

Cheered myself up a little, forced myself to complete hosting. a pretty horrible night after all. Thanks again for walking with me down to 4F. lol. xD

sir dickson and sir kin keong came in to talk to us after a sharing session with the std 4s. felt pretty sad that they were leaving, felt something missing after they left. Almost everyone had a nap. gave my jacket to the person who threatened to pull my jacket off. hope you liked it. (:

sir huawei talk, talk, talk. coffee. someone kept forcing me to take back my jacket. so i just slept with it lor. woke up, gave that someone the jacket again. lolz.

cleared up pretty fast, an hour ahead of time! xD went home to sleep and study.

penguin! xD

2007-07-24T20:12:00.000-07:00

wow! my tagboard is... CRAZY!!! KAIWEN! Stop tagging about blogskins! RARH! This blogskin was done up with lotsa help from hoyee...

Damn. And kaiwen, sickness does not heal over a weekend. i dunno how you recovered in 3 days or if you even did that but i noe my body the best. So please, give it time. Stop asking me why i'm still sick as i can't do much about it except to stop eating chocs and fried food and drink some damn bitter medicine from the chinese doctor. The best you guys can do is give me some encouragement like ge well soon or take care and blah blah blah. AND i'm not asking for your words, it's ultimately your choice whether you want to say those stuff or curse me to be ill for my life. haha.

better to be occasionally cheated than perpetually suspicious.

A boxer was in a match. He swiped the air furiously, but he couldn't hit his opponent. At the end of the round, he asked his coach,"How am i doing?"

"If you carry on like this, the opponent might feel the drafts and catch a cold."

One day in the bar, two guys came cheering and giving each other high-fives.

"Waiter! We are buying drinks for everyone!" shouted one guy.

"What's the occasion?" commented the bartender.

"We took just 7 months to complete a puzzle!" said the other guy.

"It shouldn't take you 7 months to complete a puzzle!"

"Oh yeah? The box said 3-4 years!"

haha. thats all for tonite! Bye! (:

2007-07-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

Sick.... 5th time this year! Tsk! RARH! RRRRR! FFFFFFF.....FEVER! (not yet lahz) >.<>.< Not bad. Saw what i define as the storm effect. The droplets of water splashing off the rooftops of building and then being blown away... Looks alot like smoke in the air... Beautiful! xD

Quite slack at leesimin's house. Lazy to talk about it. But combination of rain and all that fried food from lunch (KFC) plus a lack of water proved too much for me. Now having a stupid blocked nose and sore throat that is making me sound like an idiot. haiz... Hope to get well soon.

AH....AH....CHOO! lame but true...

Thousands of needles prick my throat with every drop of saliva. Gravity acting on the mucus collecting in my nose that drips out involuntarily. Expulsion of mucus from my nose with every sneeze, flying out in strings (eww) and landing on the palm of the hand covering my face.

YUCK!

GET WELL ~~SOON!~~RIGHT AWAY!

2007-07-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

hello i'm back after a one wk plus absence. judging by the amt of tags i guess everyone missed me lol. just joking (:

life has been treating me badly. history repeated itself again... so sian. hope the whole world just takes life easy, nothing will happen in the end.

watched harry potter on sunday with kaiming kiankok & kokswee. we agreed it sucked and it was just a waste of time and money. shall not spoil anything here, go watch it yourself if you have time and money to waste (:

school was sian, did pd yesterday with daphne and hoyee. poor kokswee, injured himself before pd :P had pop meeting & learnt the dance.

mambo number five:D

2007-07-07T05:25:00.000-07:00

Countdown...

Less than 12 hours away...

Everything comes in. So many things, so little time.

Make, or break?

Fear. Nerve attack. Stress. Pressure.

I hyperventilate, looking for help somehow somewhere, i'm not prepared.

The clock ticks. Wish it could stop. But it wouldn't.

Tomorrow's our day.

All I'm thinking about is, tomorrow...

2007-07-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

2 days... Tmr's last competition training of the year. May be the last training Sir Junxiang will take us.

Haha. Stress? Definitely there. It's our first national comp after all. Comp training tomorrow. Last week before comp, all the postcards and motivations come in. Thanks to all! (:

Got slammed this morning for having slack foot drill. Oops. No worries! Will put in best effort at competition. Haha! xD

Ultimately, it's all up to us. No use fearing cock-ups, i only fear being unable to cope with them. Cannot blunder! One chance! One long case, one short case, one TOC and one foot drill. No more case cuts and redos. No more mentors hinting us what to do. No more nagging seniors and noob casualties who give us all the information needed. Only one chance. Single chance.

2 final days... No more case cuts and redos... Freaking me out!

2007-06-30T19:15:00.000-07:00

Damn. Competition coming up. Seven final days ticking away...

Not bad! Not bad at all! Passed snco and got my three stripes. juniors BEWARE! xD joking lah. Just realised that we have gone through 2 snco POPs this year, one at chung cheng as supporting contingent which never had a parade due to bad weather and one just yesterday at greenview where we passed out of the course. haha comparing both, the one at chung cheng was so much better, as we got to slack, but the one yesterday gave me a sense of acheivement. lolz crapping already. >.<

With compettition just one final week away, i'm starting to feel the creeps. Seeing sir pia leong sends chills down my short lil' spine as he would no doubt ask me for a summary of a case. Just ytdy he came up woth a story of a guy choking on a fishball and asked me to summarise. I was like O.O but i knew he was joking so i pushed it aside. He even told me which food was nicer than others! So nice... Thank You Sir! xD

time is a factor always against us. at least usually. forces people to adapt and change just to make it in time for something.

My wish: For AC to enter as a team, and no matter win or lose, come out as a team.

'Numbers, can that be done?' answer in my tagboard!

2007-06-27T19:58:00.000-07:00

long time no see. sj day was great yesterday. had a hell of a comp train. dammit. sir pia leong was drilling so many things in me that i felt damn lousy. i felt like a loser... maybe i am! xD but no use feeling sorry for myself. it wont get me anywhere. LOL. it was a wake up call for me! summary suck, no confidence, diagnose wrong order, diagnose wrong, basically do stupid stuff lah.

sir: kok swee what are you doing! the ear is bleeding and hurry up decide what to do! what are you doing?
kokswee: sir i need to find the ear!
AC: HAHAHAHAHAHA!
sqdmates: HAHAHAHAHAHA!

case cut and redo. >.<

had summary tuition on mrt with sir. great. the summary template he taught me had so many different things from mine. so much more, yet so much less words. PRO.

heheh feels good to have juniors greeting us. me and kai ming were walking down the stairs when a std 1 walked out of his class. he just went 'ahhhhh' and went past both of us. LOL!

great yet not so great day, haha. went home to slack after a long day.

great news. i passed SNCO! (:

bored

2007-06-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

mm, thought of these cos i was feeling bored.

if nothing is impossible, why invent the word 'impossible'?

if impossible=highly improbable, then improbable=impossible, why invent the word improbable?

if everything is possible, there would be no need for the word 'possible'.

why are there even possibilities that different things can happen when nothing is impossible?

then, by saying that, everything you think would happen will happen, since it's possible, or nothing would happen since it is also possible to turn out this way.

suppose you got shot by a gun to the head. impossible to survive, you think. but if we follow the first statement, survival is possible. but it is also possible to die. if you die, it's impossible to live again. if you live, it's possible to die again.

and that proves that there are things simply impossible and things that are simply possible.

nothing is impossible? i doubt so.

take the test!

2007-06-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/587359

hahaha! take the test! see how much you know me! nobody got more than 70%! >.<

back from snco.

2007-06-18T18:29:00.000-07:00

i'm back! after a long and tiring 4 day 3 night camp. but for some reason i never really cheered after breaking camp. cos i had comp train the next day. F**K! TMD!

heheh snco was quite fun, not as fun as jnco lah of cos. somehow this time our chipmunk stumbled to greet sir wah wei, our champion's pants stayed as one piece and we all didn't feel as terrified as we had been during jnco.

so, been a i/c for planning, evacuated 7 casualties wif stretcher team thus breaking my record, slept 2 hours on one night and constantly banged into champion CKM when i had the chance to. haha guess i cannot reveal too much things. dun tok bout snco liao.

mm, nationals are coming. 3 weeks. *&%$#%*@#!*%$! i shall say my feelings about this.

well, i feel that we are on the track, running a race, all trying to win it. but as i look towards the grandstand, nobody's there. except a few who chose to be there. if i told anyone i was tired and wanted to give up or anything, then you pp will just tell me, "it's the last lap to the finish! just chiong and go for it!" you think it would help? it wouldn't.

what i need, and what AC '07 needs, is the support of the squad. telling us to jiayou and go for it is pretty useless. we need practical help. we want to see people here doing this with all of us. seriously. we are feeling damn alone in this race. i beg the std 3s to come. i know i'm not n a position to make requests or demands on your time. but we really need you guys here. you guys are our morale boosters, that extra bit of fuel and energy we need. if you guys came the mood will generally be more relaxed. AC'07 makes this promise. we will not waste your time if you come. we will train hard even if you guys never came. we would give this final lap our best push, and hope to get something out of it.

all we need is your support. thanks. (:

untitled

2007-06-08T23:45:00.000-07:00

okay fine i shall blog more about the trip. mm, i shall tok about angkor wat! 5 jokers again! xD we were hell set to conquer any 80 degree step that comes our way! the tour guide has this tendency to use 'horh' as his fullstops and commas. so me and kok swee counted around 40 horhs from the hotel to the temples. there was one place where we had a choice of reconstructed metal steps that were almost as steep as the untouched original one or just the original. so the 5 jokers just went up the metal steps and down the original ones. while the whole group was coming down, our permanent tour guide, jack, scared some people from our corps. then the unexpected happened. he scared an old lady not from our corps. he put the blame on sir pia leong for not informing him of the old lady. to which everyone promptly exclaimed 'jack scare old lady!' LOL!

we went back to hotel after lunch. majority went for more shopping at central market. so the 5 jokers went to kok swee's room for asshole taiti. kaming's unbelievable stroke of good luck kept him at king position, but i managed to beat him to it with collaboration with kok swee. i was toilet cleaner and he was queen. so we chose cards to exchange, and we promptly became king and queen! then we watched Ben 10 until we were late for the meeting time.

the rest of the temples tur was excellent, and kaiming and me climbed up and down flights of steps at the last temple we visited 3 times!

oh and in town view hotel, kok swee killed a cockroach. i wanted to step on it, but i thought 'aiyo, addidas shoes leh!' and gave ks the honour!

note for those who are wondering how to take passport-sized photo with sj uniform on for snco, just wear your uniform shirt over before taking! tip from justin!

BACK in SINGAPORE

2007-06-05T00:58:00.000-07:00

woooohoooooo. this post has been long awaited. it took bloody long to drag my body to the computer and blog. haha.

SJ cambodia trip 2007!! super fun! with kai ming and kian kok's great comic timing, kok swee's monkey look-a-like face, kai wen's sudden switching from happy to emo and the cold jokes crapping and pro niaoer me, it was a havoc! so 5 jokers walked into changi airport in their banana yellow trip t-shirt. all brought along luggage, 'cept kai wen wif his seymour hand-held red sports bag. ks decided to become the orange man. his luggage was full orange, his sling bag was orange and black. haiz. shan't go into too much details about the trip.

in case you're wondering, seymour is an adjective, ya know. it means seh. (hokkien for cool)

so when we boarded the plane, this is excellent as i sat beside mdm ong and haonan. no choice, wanted to slp, so i had to reveal the tortoise soft toy i brought along. it's name is tomato. haha. so everyone started questioning why i brought it along so i said i needed to slp wif a soft toy.
i brought it because it represents you and i missed you.

so it was an excellent birthday i spent abroad. visited the tuol sleng 'S21' prison. a torture/extermination/concentration camp. ouch. there was a feeling of oppresion, a feeling of being trapped when i went there. every photographic and material evidence of torture was disgustingand immoral. there were even ten regulations to follow.

THE SECURITY OF REGULATION
1. you must answer accordingly to my question-don't turn them away.
2. don't try to hide facts by making pretexts this and that. you are strictly prohibited to contest me.
3. don't be a fool for you are a chap who dare to thwart the revolution.
4. you must immediately answer my questions without wasting time to reflect.
5. don't tell me about your immoralities or the essence of the revolution.
6. while getting lashes or electrification you must not cry at all.
7. do nothing, sit still and wait for my orders. if there is no order, keep quiet. when i ask you to do something, you must do it right away without protesting.
8. don't make pretext about Kampuchea Krom in order to hide your secret or traitor.
9. if you don't follow all the above rules, you shall get many lashes of electrical wire.
10. if you disobey any point of my regulations you shall get either ten lashes or five shocks of electric discharge.

there were still some small blood stains from the people trapped there in 1975-1979. i kept feeling like puking, and i was clearly disturbed by it all. i was hell happy to leave that place. so on the bus, i felt really sad for the victims, and in the silence, i shed a tear for them... killing fields next. we saw so many human skulls that we couldnt believe it. the presence of the 5 jokers dissipated at these 2 places.

so the night of my birthday was celebrated in the toilet. vomitted 7 times and diarrhea-ed 3 times. haiz. the water in the restaurant wasnt safe for drinking. >.<>

2007-05-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

why is it that the sunshine after rain never lasts long enough before the next storm comes?

why must people suspect, plot, harm and spread dirt? now i have fallen right into the mudpool.

why did i succumb to a disease that i could have prevented? now i'm trying to cure it.

everytime they say we've won, i feel that we've lost. we've spent too much energy on it.

why am i caught in the middle of such untruths?

why do people pretend to understand? as a result they offend.

why should i care?

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

rare post...

2007-05-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

super rare post... laziness gets the better of me. plus i have fifa soccer, so posts are getting rarer...

the words we exchange can be counted by my fingers.

school is quite okay... getting boring. but less hw now, sumthing to celebrate?

cant remember the last time we talked for leisure.

intra comp is coming, everyone is training. helping houses when they train FA by being casualty.
when was the last time you initiated a conversation?

nothing much to say, just that im more sian now and getting more nervous bout comp. rrrr.

showing indifference (dao-ing) is a form of psychological violence. dun do it. talk to people around you. not aiming at anyone. just crapping. but there's truth in it. heheh. xD

you talk to others in front of me like i'm invisible.

2007-05-13T08:46:00.000-07:00

fine fine i shall blog sumthing else other than songs... too lazy to blog bout level camp, but i go day by day. xD

1st day bus trip was stupid. jiang rui's gigantic body prevented me from moving much. couldnt sleep well, spent the time looking at the plantations. yawwnn... table 8(my table) ate like 7 huge bowls of rice for lunch. took leftovers from other tables... dinner sucked. not spicy but totally sweet. yuck. grand continental sucked. spent my 2 nights there emoing and sleeping.

2nd day was dammit sianz... visited sunway college? cant rmb the name... then it was monuent after monument until shopping time... before that was lunch, table 8 did it again, recording 6 bowls of rice and 10 seconds for the egg dish to be cleared. walked mid-valley mega mall with F.U.C.K team. very sian, cos girls look at stuff that guys dont look at. in the end lsimin ovid and KCT went the pet shop. left alone wif hoyee. then the team and i went to eat kenny rogers. treated hoyee cos i tot we would be eating sumthing cheaper. anyways im living wif 2 kok swees at continental. they are PRCs and wlk arnd the hotel room with only underwear on after bathing. ewwwww.

3rd day. chekced out of the lousy hotel. woke up freaking early, at 515. used to it, since i spent one term waking up at 515 to get to school. mocked all the people who felt very tired. oops. went to the limestone caves, interesting, but i accidentally touched bat droppings. rrrr. lunch not bad, but nobody could eat as much rice. the golden pillow rocked! cameron highlands. cold. lent hoyee my jacket but couldnt stand it. sorry! bulk of my purchases came from there.

equatorial hotel. superb. stayed in apartments! xD dont be jealous girls. to get to our apartments, we need to go down one long flight of steps, then go down another few flights to get to 1st floor of the apartment wing. damn tiring to do so in mountain air. slept alone at night, since qi hang went sum1 else's room without the key. locked him out accidentally. oops. anyway dinner at equatorial rocked. didnt eat much rice but took alot of the dishes there. much of the night was spent at chak's room playing truth or dare before curfew time.

4th day. check out. dammit. nice hotel but stay for one day. breakfast was much better than in KL. woke up later than ppl in classes G-H. xD went downhill by a steeper slope. quite creepy, so i spent part of it slping. reached putra jaya. shopped and ate, although no purchases were made. baked in the sun while taking a photo of all year 3s and teachers. after that was all the way back to home...

unpacking sucks, really. agree?

jiayou for all case no.1s in intra comp. do your best! come to me for advice. =D

2007-05-11T22:55:00.000-07:00

Selfish by NSYNC

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you
( CHORUS : )
You can call me selfish, But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Baby cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect? Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish??
I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
Ive just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me,
Cause if love is a crime
Then punish me, I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?
(CHORUS)
Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever
(CHORUS)
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul and know that it's you (2x)
To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish?

'abscence makes the heart grow fonder'. those were your very words.

the abscence of you by my side has made my heart grow fonder of you.

once-a-week post!

2007-05-06T18:30:00.000-07:00

ok fine. that LP song ain't new. it's only i just found out how nice it is. and minutes to midnight coming out on 14th may(LP's new album)!!! must buy!!!! lolz. i dun want the game books anymore, xun. waste my time only.

feeling very lazy now. addicted to fifaing. managed to cough up this post. signed back on wif newcastle after winning league cup, english cup, premier league and community shield. lolz. clean sweep. in professional difficulty.

hands aching right now. mostly becos of pick-a-backing shunjie a.k.a singapore hilton. he kept going 'thats hot' and kept asking for tinkerbell. i jus shouted at him that tinkerbell's at the FA post. so sorry to the ppl in the FA post, he must have accused you guys for lying. oops. but guess i got retribution for lying. my legs cramped up everywhere.

found out about our posts. got a post, but not going to post who got wad and who is in which smc. keep abit of mystery. even though it's quite useless as paper cant cover fire.

nothing much to say. xcept that i didnt eat as much as last week. xD

EATING SPREE...

2007-04-29T20:27:00.000-07:00

wowowo i think ive gained some weight today... lolz! woke up at 11.30 am to find that my 9 oclock alarm died. haiz. sundays are for slping or hw, but this week no hw, so its slping time! woke up to find breakfast on the dining table, much to my delight. but it seems that i need to buy breakfast when im sick, and when im perfectly fine i do not need to step out the house for it... anyways it was one big packet of beehoon that i finished. drank milder coffee today for fear that i cant slp at night. haha. ironic. i like coffee but cant drink much of it.

the beehoon was the start of my eating and playing spree. hahas. proceeded to trash tottenham hotspurs 9-1 in pro difficulty and kicked liverpool's ass with a 4-1 win with newcastle! but for every good thing that happens, sumthing bad will follow up. one of my star players, lee bowyer, was injured and needed 5 months off the pitch to recover. dammit. after the games, jus ate lunch at 2 plus. haha. one big pau and one char siew pau was enuff, since breakfast was only 3 hours away... proceeded to play the time-waster button game and took an idiot test. aced the test, even though it was abit like the buttons game. after that i ate a cup of ice cream and swallowed 2 cups of milo at 3 plus. haha. input without output. oops.

dinner was at seven. didnt feel hungry, but still ate alot. finished off one plate of rice plus some rice from my mum, 5 satays, half a ketupat, one big sparerib in bak kut teh soup, one chunk of meat from a pork leg, some veggies here and there, some curry fish all washed down wif a cup of lemon tea. lolz. getting fat le. haiz.

today was just a slacking off day. haha. anyways tmr is the movie marathon. sad for justin and hosimin, tickets were sold out before they could get it. and hoyee's bothering me to sit wif her and ck. i dowan be light bulb! but the bad thing is that i need to go immunisation before the thing, and my mum wants me to go home before going for the movie marathon. guess i will bring along one big bottle of coffee to keep me awake. and possibly sell it to sleepy souls. haha.

found a new song that i love. lolz. another LP song! especially this part...

But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point
Where feelings got to get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt, it goes

great song. nobody's listening by linkin park.

EATING SPREE...

2007-04-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

bad luck can go eat S**T

2007-04-27T22:25:00.000-07:00

eff bad luck... lost my whole pencil case wif 5 pens, correction tape and fluid, glue, true blue graphite pencil that was used by me to draw MgCl and other stuff. wad angers me most is the loss of the keychain on my pencil case. the green one wif my name and a boy playing soccer on it. crap crap crap!

then ytdy night, the effing stud from my effing uniform dropped out. rushed to sew it back in half hour or so... then i dug up a book that is half game half novel. started reading and playing, and this little feature of the book, test your luck, will sometimes decide your fate in the game. and my character in the book is a creature of havoc who relies heavily on instinct and luck. so i rolled the dice, and everytime the number is higher than my luck score, meaning to say im unlucky. so my stamina or skill points or more luck points will drop. then the instinct part is where you roll dice. if the number is less than my skill, the outcome is good. if it is higher, my instincts take over, making it ugly. so i kept getting unlucky or getting controlled by my instincts. decided to give up after i died the 2nd time, and the book is full of coded message that im trying to break.

the moment i got out of my house today, bad luck came. i pulled the bike lock from my bike wheel, and it jus went *snap*. it jus flew out from the spokes of the wheel to hit the place every man hurts most at. then i amost fell from my bike again, and my long pants caught sumthing and almost tore. eff. then one table at ghim moh market was able to accomodate the ppl who went ghim moh for lunch. and me, justin and kok swee were on time. the others were late...

speech day was eff too. so sian. no parade for us. bad weather plan went underway. became pd personnel without hours, but no casualty involved. wad can you expect from indoor drill? sure no fainting or such crap ma. haiz. watched the whole prize-giving, then went home wif kai wen. decided to pangseh kok swee, and kai wen mislead him. so i went home wif kai wen and was left alone after he alighted. then my whole bike was dripping wet, so my pants were soaked. EFF it.

but there is always sumthing good in everything bad. i won the league cup in my FIFA 06 game with my club, newcastle. haha i won MAN UTD 4-0 in professional diffculty. woohooo! managed to keep clean sheet in the match. right now my strikers are the top scorers in the leaderboard, my keeper has the most cleansheets and my strikers have the highest goal per game average. yeah man. thats the stuff that i conjured up at other clubs i managed like ROMA, VILLAREAL and AC MILAN. now im a LEVEL 5 manager! i dropped from level 6 to level 5 cos i was sacked from AC milan. the players there draw huge salaries, landing me in long term debt. lolz.

joke: a cow and a chicken broke free from prison. wad separated them from freedom and oppression was a busy road.
" hey cow, i need to turn back here!" said the chicken
"why?"
"because if i cross that road, it will raise alot of questions!"

haha. think better, feel better. go figure it out.

quote of the week by jason: never be afraid to laugh at yourself. you may be missing out on the joke of the century!

OH YA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI'AN! lolz. and GET WELL SOON, HOSIMIN! byez!

karma+bad luck...

2007-04-21T21:21:00.000-07:00

woohoo 1st of all rec day was great! so much more fun to have a rec day in the water most of the time! great time to go shirtless too! thanks std 4s, it was a great job! haha. but bad luck is still chasing me, as it always does...

the day started with me waking up wif a spinning head. stood up and stumbled to the toilet while trying to keep my balance. i guess i drank too much coffee these days, i cant survive without caffeine. addiction, i guess. but i got to the toilet unhurt wif a few turns and spins. it really helps when you live in the same house wif same route to the toilet ever since birth. lolz. i almost fainted in the bathroom. but it all ended wif a hot cup of coffee... and then i found out i forgot to bring shoes after getting on the bus. bad luck strikes.

i reached katong park, and bad luck came along too. i pushed candice abit too hard on the swing, then her legs jus smacked me in the face and i swallowed sand! i onli wanted to haf fun, push candice abit harder, then *SMACK*. karma strikes.

rec day next. super fun! get wet, take off shirt, dry, repeat. everyone almost nosebleed when they saw kian kok shirtless! but im sure you all will vomit if you saw me shirtless... haha. then station games got touch touch wrestling. wrestled kaiming but lost... wrestled justin and another sec 1 guy and won! by deception, i pulled the groundsheet from justin and lay for 5 secs in the happy place. but i abit too hiong on kaiming, he needed plasters! sorry!

finale next. i was laughing at hosimin for being splashed all over the back by std 4s when running to get water. then i siam 1 std 4 but another std 4's scoop of water ended in my mouth. swallowed ALOT of seawater. karma strikes back.

next part of finale was stealing water. i ran around stealing water, but when i got to grp 3, i got raped. somehow sum guy jus scratched me not once but twice in my right upper arm. i needed sterile wash for them. and janson landed on my ribs. OUCH! bad luck strikes back.

so, concluding, i quote from a std 1. " i conclude that rec day is very violent" but i add on that its super fun!

injury list: 12 scratches on right arm, 2 on left thigh, 2 on both feet and 2 at my neck. but im fine, no infection or anything... guess thats gd luck?

"ppl who dun believe in luck do not noe there's luck until it affects their lifes." quote of the day tot up by jason!

unlucky man...

2007-04-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

oh man, oh man.... unluckiness... i broke a thermometer ytdy, dropped my brass piece into hot water twice, left wif insufficient water when i repeated the 4th time and i banged my knee real bad. all in one hour of physics practical... then was suffering from post 2.4 aches, right calf keep cramping up, both hamstrings ached like shit, back damn pain blah blah blah.... and then christopher decided to rush the class guys up to class before physics lab... he tot we were late... ran as fast my painful legs could go... found out we werent late...

aiya enuff of that le. im contented wif my NAPFA test! haha it may seem im showing off, sorry bout that. but i made such an improvement that i cant stop toking bout it... LOL. from an A-B-C-C-C-C to an A-A-A-A-A-B. wads the B? the stupid sit and reach... can sit cannot reach....
managed to beat every std 3 guy in 2.4 wif 10 mins 44 secs, got 9.8 secs shuttle run, making me 2nd after kian kok the gay, the others are just do until A then stop! haha! eff my flexibility... could hav gotten full marks for NAPFA...

ytdy we made sum laws too, all starting from hosimin! haha!

the law of hosimin states that when you are in the 1st carriage of the train, you reach the station 1st, leave it 1st, and when waiting for it, it reaches you last.

the 1st law of jason states that kok swee is always mad.
the 2nd law of jason states that justin yeo zi xian will always be 5 days younger than me until death.

the law of class 3E's jun hao states that the 1st law of jason is always right.

NOBODY'S LISTENING BY LINKIN PARK...
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point
Where feelings got to get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt

LINKIN PARK SONGS!!!

2007-04-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

this post is quite lame...

PUSHING ME AWAY
Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end you’ll soon find we’re out of time to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

im going mad wif linkin park songs. haha.

WITH YOU
And even though your so close to me
You're still so distant
And I cant bring you back
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I’m with you
You now I see keeping everything inside (with you)
You now I see even when I close my eyes (with you)

PAPERCUT
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall{And watches everything}

FORGOTTEN
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again

haha sian already. bye byez! =D

it's hell inside

2007-04-15T21:01:00.000-07:00

here's a song. describes me, almost perfectly.

PAPERCUT by LINKIN PARK

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head

It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
{And watches everything}
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is here in me, right underneath my skin

It’s like I’m paranoid looking over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I’ve got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can’t add up to what you can

But everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when they close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too right inside your skin

It’s like I’m paranoid looking over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath the skin

It’s like I’m paranoid looking over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

(the sun) It’s like I’m paranoid looking over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
(I feel the light betray me) It’s like the face inside is right beneath the skin

(the sun)It’s like I’m paranoid looking over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
(I feel the light betray me)It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
(the sun)It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

says it all really. give me a break...

i want to go back to my old life. one where i dont think too much, dun care too much, dun need to do too much... but i guess i can't go back. as you know, quoted from linkin park again, when the paper's crumpled up, it can't be perfect again...

Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

finally updating!

2007-04-15T20:33:00.000-07:00

haiz... today is my unlucky day. i got exploited by my brothers to buy breakfast. i fell from my bike, almost fell while walking and burnt my finger while ironing clothes. and my brother KICKED my tortoise soft toy! RARH! unlucky man...

oh man ytdy training was jus plain tiring. changing parade almost killed me. i ran till i almost couldnt breathe! >.< walao. i wanted to lie down and die! but i also wanted to prove to the instructors we can change FAST. haha. we got promoted too!
YAY! =D now 2 stripes on our shoulder le! haha. then after lunch, the comp teams for each house went to comp train. and thanks to the AC and NC team, the sj room looks so much nicer now! haha! we shifted shelves here, pushed cupboards there, placed things here, put things there... very sian and tiring, but very satisfying too! then we also had toc assessment. managed to cradle and fireman's lift sgt manching! haha! then i thought up of this during lunch...

AC= Attract Crowds!
AA= sian already, need Attract Attention!
to which kaiwen added," NC and NA no crowd and no attention!" and xunlin wanted to kill him! serves him right! xD

nth much to say le! haha.
but here's a joke bout bad luck: i broke a mirror today. im supposed to get 7 years of bad luck, but my lawyer thinks he can get me 5.
HAHAHAHAHA! funny right! lolz. signing off now! bye! (:

It's true, the way I feel
Was promised, by your face
The sound, of your voice
Painted on my memories,
Even if you're not with me
I’m with you

2007-04-13T07:24:00.000-07:00

this is hoyee blogging -_-

JASON HURRY UP BLOG DON'T LET THIS BLOG DIE :D

haha okay i shall go blog in my own blog -_-

PD so sian...

2007-04-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

pd today just sucked. ok not really, jus like every other pd. so sian. -.- i wasnt expecting casualties, just thinking of wad i would do if i encounter one. nubbad we went there in an ambulance! xD it's not cool or fun, the interior of the ambulance is quite plain. and there was no siren involved la. so we reached HQ by 745, except kok swee who was running late. and staff sisheng had wanted to tell kok swee to go home. kok swee you lucky man! xD then me kaiwen and ck helped him change in 3 short minutes!!! O_O!!! bahaha. thats better than jnco! (: then we jus go temple, sit abit, eat abit, patrol ALOT until we sian then it was slack all the way. then everyone complained of the smoke from joss sticks. -.- aiyoyo i guess i'm used to it le. evry morning and night my dad offer joss sticks at my home altar. so, ya the smoke is especially strong during first and fifteen of the month when he offer those huge joss sticks that burn for hours on end. -.- bahahaha then the ambulance uncle was damn nice, he bought us lunch!!! xD then we even got to watch lion dance la! =D then now i need find a day for me, cindy and eve to learn how to write report for pd... DNCO is like dat one, cannot help it. then my members force me to bring home a damn gay pink FA kit... -.- and ck brought home the white one. rrrr. >.< bahahaha then the ambulance trip back was full of guy crap.

- wad you get when you combine banana and shake? ans: shanana
-candy and ice? ans: candice
-sine and minus? ans: simin
thats all for now, signing out. *beeeeep*

GOOD MORNING!

2007-04-07T10:02:00.000-07:00

Morning sleepyheads! time for a cup of coffee to keep you awake! if you didn't noe, i'm really sick wif a cough. it doesn't want to go away and the medicine never seems to work. anywayz thanks for visiting my blog! bahahaha! anyways i dragged this sick body of mine to the kitchen at 8 plus expecting breakfast. what did i see? NOTHING! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! does the whole family expect me to go out and buy my own breakfast and faint on the roads while doing so? imagine... " one packet beehoon, add..... *BONK*!!!! and i'm on the floor, out cold. haha i'm jus joking! i'm strong enuff to buy my own breakfast, jus complaining! the rebellious self in me took over my actions. i sat down sipping a cup of coffee deciding wad to do. suddenly i had a brainwave! i found a packet of cup noodles and celebrated my victory! hahaha! i wanted to make another cup of coffee, but i knew i couldn't drink that much. i wouldn't be able to sleep if i did that. so now i'm posting my victorious story over my family and waiting for 2 more hours until EPL goals comes on TV!!! ROMA an LIVERPOOL won!!! LPOOL won 3-0! wif goals from Riise, GERRARD and beanpole crouch! xD Roma defeated man utd! even better! haha. sorry man utd fans, i support liverpool......

3rd post in one day!

2007-04-06T20:15:00.000-07:00

here's a Linkin Park song:

Easier To Run

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Well it's a song wif lyrics that jus hit you in the face. The truth IS that it's EASIER to RUN away... give comments about it. hahas. This song has much less screaming, but it still gives goosebumps! (Especially the washing it aside part)! But if you meet a problem, never run away. You run and run, but someday you must return to face it. Ahah. It's better sooner, not later! Trash it all out, dun keep it inside! Talk to me also can since i'm used to people feeling frustrated and taking it out on me! Haha! And look carefully, i quoted their lyrics before... I dunno why I'm posting this but i guess it's for the fun of it? Meanwhile go ponder over my words over a cup of coffee...

Disclaimer: This post has no intention to encourage people to run from their problems and will not bear responsibility if anyone does so after reading it.

2nd post...

2007-04-06T17:04:00.000-07:00

LIPS OF AN ANGEL

Honey why you callin me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
Is everything ok
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak
And I Dont
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're callin me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
Does he know your talkin' to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don't think she has a clue

awwww lovely song... it's about two lovers who are separated by physical distance and both agreed to break and move on with life... but they never could forget their love for each other... so they sneak out phone calls at night behind their boy/girlfriend's backs... ahhhh a nice sng wif a sad ending... sniffff... gimme some tissue man.

well well back to my home again! Felt damn awkward at cui ting's house la! all her relatives came down lor! make me and hoyee feel so awkward there alone as the others disappeared as mentioned in the old post. heard this song over and over and finally started making sense of the lyrics... haiz... super emo song la! go hear it, you can cry or get goosebumps de! end of post le! byez! xD

Jason says Hi!

2007-04-06T14:29:00.000-07:00

Bahaha surprise surprise it's my blog here. Didn't expect it rite???

- this is hoyee blogging here. lol. yahyah i finally persuaded someone else to make a blog, HAHA! imagine next time kokswee got blog too lol.

- end of hoyee

GET LOST LA hoyee. who's blog issit? haiz today is just so sian. woke up to a severe throatache and koffed till i teared. -.- then had to eat sum shit beehoon for breakfast ( i prefer bread dun ask me why) and gulped down a cup of milo... ahahah so boring. then my stupid brother made me wait for 45 damn minutes just to get him to send me ONE song. not two, not three, only ONE DAMN SONG. Lips of an Angel, Hinder. it rocks. bahahaha then he sent me the song while he was in the bathroom. wad a FICKLE brother i have and he is older than me la! -.- made me late in collecting my FA kit from dawn. sorry! go blame my brother la. then had to ride my bike wif FA kit in 1 hand and the other on the handle! STUNTMAN jason! bahaha. i forced hoyee to bring it home lolz. reached cuiting's house and played wif her dog. bahaha her dog is so friendly la. eliminate my fear of dogs! did chinese project at ct's house and completed it! (: but her dog SNEEZED on my HAND. wad followed was some interesting facts of the dog sneezing into ct's MOUTH and also about the dog being gay and going crazy with a comb on the floor. SIAO GAO! (thats hokkien for mad dog, in case you are hokkien noob) then created this blog when cuitting, lee simin, ovidia all disappeared lor. wif help from hoyee of cos. im a blogging noob! >.< bahahahahahaha. it has been a sian and shitty morning and afternoon and i shall keep myself cooped up at home for the rest of the day...